YUAN

2010-03-06T01:59:00.002+08:00

He hate them. I love them. But he loves me. So he brings them to me.

2009-10-15T14:01:00.001+08:00

Seriously I have nothing to update. Seems like there's a lot of unfinished stuffs. Oh well.. video taking, portfolio. Oh damn.

2009-10-10T01:41:00.002+08:00

Oh jingyuan, oh yewjingyuan. What have you done? You damn bastard can, now regretting like fuck. Scaring the shit out of yourself isn't fun.
Working so much and now it just return to the begining. Good job. Fuck you.

Anyway, dinner with Juan. OMG can, after so damn long. My bad.
And went to look for the usual peeps. So much stuns with the forfeited thingy.

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You are still the sweetest even though how much I would like you to do. My bad for everything. Shouldn't have, shouldn't have. All of the sudden I feel so dumb and helpless. Yes, I hate this feeling. I feel so many things working against me. Never ending things to worry about. Never ending things to be done. So many unanswered questions.
Hey yewjingyuan, I think you suck! Seriously, you suck. I hate you man. Fuck off.

2009-10-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I want to be pamper, goodness sake.
Sometimes I need you know what I'm thinking about, goodness sake.
Sometimes you must be there for me, goodness sake.

Sometimes have you ever think what can you do for me?
For goodness sake

2009-10-04T20:47:00.001+08:00

This is bad. So bad.

2009-10-02T23:01:00.003+08:00

Meet my new friends.

Why am I so fat?
Why am I so fat?
Why am I so fat?
Why am I so fat?
Why am I so fat?
Why am I so fat?
Why am I so fat?
Why am I so fat?
Why am I so fat?
Why am I so fat?

D:

2009-10-01T00:04:00.002+08:00

I have been so lazy to update my blog. I have been lazing around all day long. I sit, I lie, I eat, I watch, I roll, I sleep.

2009-09-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

I'm wasting my life away.
I had maggie mee(not tom yum somemore) for dinner. It taste terrible.

2009-09-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

I told myself in the begining not to get anymore flats and get more heels in order to get myself seems taller. Get what I mean?

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See my mousepad, cute or what. Even though I do not need it but it's so cute right.

I am happy because I got yakult.

I am upset because I don't get what I deserved.
I am always saying something that I don't meant it; even I want it. Girls are still girls.

2009-09-23T02:54:00.004+08:00

Food always make me hungry.
Tom yum baby, where are you?

I feel so rich by holding the cheque but tomorrow it will be gone.
Should I work this weekend? But the pay was kinda low and the job is retardedly boring. But on the other end, I need more money to survive.
I'm wasting my life away. This is so screwed up.

P/S. I have put back my chatbox.

2009-09-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

If you're wondering where have I been up to for the last few days, I was giving out flyers at Plaza sing. Yes, stupid job. But does anyone have better job to recommend?
I don't want long term ones, best if work for events kind.

D:

2009-09-17T23:54:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I feel beach is the most wonderful thing on earth.

PY is a monk, PY is a monk.
Starbucks tastes nicer.

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I gobbled them down in an hour time. Deep shit.

2009-09-17T23:15:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I do hope that you tell me a little more.
Sometimes I do hope that you care a little bit more.
Sometimes I do hope that you will take a little more effort.
Sometimes I do hope that you will try to make more surprises.
Sometimes I do hope that you will make the first move.
Sometimes I do hope that you would be nicer in some ways.
Sometimes I do hope that I wasn't that greedy, am I?

Maybe a little surprises is what I would like to have.
Maybe just a bit more, look for me after xxx for the next three days?
How long haven't you come look for me already?

I wasn't that greedy, am I?

A big L for me. I'm such a loser.

2009-09-15T12:52:00.002+08:00

Meet my new scrumpy.

This one is so adorable can.

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Last night,

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Boring shit, later still need to go back school. D:

2009-09-14T00:29:00.002+08:00

Lylia for ever

I think this is nice, really. Can someone go find the english version for me? Or maybe with subtitles?

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Boy has fly to Langkawi, oh dear, miss him already.
Sleepy sunday.

ps. I got my scrumpy already; from someone from sp. Cool shit.
ps. Microwave coming tomorrow! But I'm sure not excited returning school.

2009-09-13T01:03:00.002+08:00

Yes yes yes. I'm fine, really!
I'm looking forward to the new studio. So gonna repaint the studio man.
Microwave oven, kettles. Yay! I still wanna a fridge, to feel more homey.
D:
We can just get a few mattress and we can jolly well live over in school!
HAHAHA.

2009-09-12T01:19:00.001+08:00

I am not happy now really.
All I'm thinking about is, boy.

2009-09-11T22:16:00.003+08:00

Baby. SO adorable.

OMG, it's coming back again. Fuck you. Please go away.

2009-09-11T14:40:00.009+08:00

It was the monday when the 50+ thingy starts. And it last for 4 damn days.
Day one was pretty relaxing. Joycelyn and Cecilia were my group 50+ participants and they are really nice. Again, grouped with Yat, the muscle man. HAHAHA.
Everyday food , fun and work.
Gucci watch, diamonds and prada, bonia handbags. HAHAHA.
God damn, I feel fat after these four days.

OMG! Cream puffs are awesome! I bet I ate more than 10 damn puffs. Or maybe 20.

And watched Final destination in 3D after the workshop. Popcorn and coke. OMG. I just couldn't stop munching on food. Damn.

Day two was fine. My boy tagged along. I was pretty excited the night before because he's coming along.

Day three was shitty. Coming out with ideas and such.

Day four

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Sometimes I do hope that camera doesn't exist. Maybe just for now.
I don't want to think about it. It sucks really. I can't help it. Fuck you yewjingyuan. It is the dumbest thing that you can ever do and just stop thinking about it. What for?

2009-09-06T02:59:00.003+08:00

Don't you love popcorns?

Went to watch The proposal. It was so funny can.

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I want, I want this scrump like OMFGZZZZZZZZZZZZZXXXXXXXXXXXXXZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
It's so adorable, don't you agree with me?
I'm looking for it! OMFGGGGGGGGG. SOOOOOOO CUTE.

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I'm having mood swing. I have no idea why. No no not menses. That one still long..
I thought I'm a happy girl after watching the movie.
D:

Mood swing, I hate it. Please kindly get lost can.

2009-09-05T12:37:00.000+08:00

Airship submission on thursday.

What does orange chiffon cake, with wasabi and butter, pepper and alot of icing gives you?

Breakfast :D
But I feel so fat after eating that Mega mcspicy last night.

2009-09-05T02:03:00.001+08:00

I want to blog but when everytime I came home late, I feel so sleepy.

2009-09-01T00:31:00.003+08:00

Photos grabbed from Juan's fb.

I can't remember what happen before.
The place seems so unfamiliar.
Everything changes when we grow.

2009-08-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

Today is awesome. Can't stop smiling for the time being.
Today suppose to do some works and sanding but didn't manage to do because we played too much.
Kopping foods and such make the entire day so fun.
More photos in facebook.
Love bio-ing at my boy. HAHAHA.

2009-08-26T22:32:00.003+08:00

Some random photos I found in my camera. Taken a few days back.

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Today's..

2009-08-25T18:05:00.002+08:00

Sooooooooooooooooooo long since I update my blog. So many things to do but so little time. I have no idea how to start my complaining about the project or whatever it is. Tonning in school for two days isn't very fun. Eye bags getting really really huge. Stupid lappy got this yaz virus after I tried to download a convertor. I haven't reformat my com yet. So many things happen within these two weeks.

Going to renew my passport tomorrow. OMFG, going Japan at the end of Oct! Gonna be so fun can!

But now, Outofstock on friday, airship, technical drawings, 50+ workshop, etc.

D:

2009-08-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

Please 3D printer, please be really really nice.
Please give me a pretty pretty model.
Please make sure it goes on smoothly.

2009-08-16T11:44:00.000+08:00

So many things to do. Most probably no time to blog this coming week neither.
I'm afraid that I might just screw up my studio.
On the thurday night we went bombay's event. The rest of the days I'm not sure what have I done.
Ya-da ya-da

Kiera's awesome glass.

Studio studio studio; OMFG!

2009-08-10T03:31:00.000+08:00

BENJAMIN KOH, SOONWEIJIE and LORWENGLING came to my place to discuss CRS.
My room feel so small and squeezy, with a not so big table to put 3 laptops.
Cool shit, presentation on this coming Tuesday and we did barely nothing. Faint.

2009-08-08T11:16:00.009+08:00

Seriously lack of updates. I shall just blog my last week in a go. So many town trips in this week, yada yada.

Hot nails right! I did it on Sunday myself and all the blings dropped after that night. Pink and silver with green blings, rather a cute combination. I guess I'm rather rough in a way.
Monday afternoon pon CRS and went town.

Weijie is trying to act cute can!

And I redo my nails on Monday night. Can you see the scar on my poor hand? I think it's gonna stay there forever. It's all the file fault. With all the sanding and filing. Ugly shit.

Tuesday went for some photo shooting and video casting in the early morning. I was so screwed that day because I haven't done my sketching and ideation.

Luckily I manage to squeeze out some ideas with the help of ben for the Outofstock's workshop.

Then we stayed back till rather late like around 8 plus as most of them haven't present finish. MOS burger for dinner. I love mustard sauce.

I can't remember what I did on Wednesday but most probably chionging technical drawings. I remembered I went town on the Wednesday night to art friend?

Towned again on the Thursday mainly for video taking for Outofstock's workshop. We are trying to did some embarrassed stuffs like trying to bang into glass door, right Weijie?

And purposely to fall down and dropping coins on the ground to see who will pick them up?

All I can say is, ugly singaporeans. Like seriously. Singaporeans you people suck totally!

Now I feel so paisei for being a singaporean. Seriously you people should just see the videos we took and please see the ugly actions and the unkind sides of you. You people suck!

A big thank you to SOONWEIJIE! So many thanks! Because of you, I can take my videos. Thank you!

Hokkien Mee! This reminds me of my boy.

Loves the straws, don't you?

That night was so shag. Stayed back in school overnight and I didn't manage to bath at all. Next day had a presentation and I'm wearing the same top. When Weijie present his video, I was wearing the same blue top in the video thus I borrow the jacket from meimei and removed my blue top. That was so funny. Ok, that was some kind of inside joke. That morning I had gastric pain even though I ate my breakfast. And and and, Han say I become thinner. OMG OMG OMG!

I slept all day after I came home.

Bread is still my choice. :D Morning breakfast for the day!

2009-08-02T13:48:00.002+08:00

They say fries with garlic chilli is the best combination.

Doesn't paddle pop ice cream makes you happy?

2009-08-01T01:27:00.002+08:00

Went to watch Harry potter and the half blood prince.
It is boring shit.

Boy! LOVES!

2009-07-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

Submission on Wednesday.
Coffee informal presentation on Wednesday.
Awesome $1,500.
Beach on the same day.
Got to take photos at sentosa.
Group with Islam, Isa, Burton and Xiuwen.
Funny and unglam photos.
Awesome group mates :D
Bought kfc and went over to boy's place.

New love!

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Woke up late purposely.
I heard my alarm and woke up. I thought to myself: Should I go to school or to be late?
I off my alarm and continue sleeping.
Ben messaged. He was late.
Ling called. Asked where is the class?
I forgot that today had a workshop.
The workshop is about plastic molding.
I regretted that I didn't go.
Serve me right.

2009-07-29T10:39:00.002+08:00

Monday blues

2009-07-26T15:40:00.001+08:00

Shaggy shit.
Last week had been sanding, filing foam. Yes the adorable pink foam. Submission postpone to next wednesday.
I feel like doing my work, not! Staying in studio till 10pm almost everyday.

Happy birthday calvin!
Alicia and I took the first train home today. I wonder why everyone wake up so early to take the first train. Scary shit. I still asked if they are human.

2009-07-18T20:35:00.002+08:00

Temperature going up and down.
Running nose is making life difficult for me.

2009-07-15T21:39:00.001+08:00

2009-07-13T22:24:00.004+08:00

Oooh, I love the banana flavour.
Seriously I regretted so much for eating that much. I know you are so sick hearing me repeating this again and again. I feel more sick when I typing this again and again. I'm not gonna bring any penny to school tomorrow.

2009-07-12T23:17:00.005+08:00

I left 2 more designs to come out with. My table is a little messy. I need a bigger table. ):

No dinner for me. I know it's not the right way.
They say it's not good for health but I'm so busy to exercise. Excuses.
No pain no gain huh. Seriously, who loves to exercise to get slimmer?
But why some people just won't get fat? Ya-da ya-da.
Why can't I just eat and eat and eat and don't get fat?
I so envy of those skinny ladies. :3
If I got the extra money, I would love to do a plastic surgery and have my fats suck out.
It's not very nice to call people fat.

KFC is evil. It wants and will make me fat.
See this, I'm getting a little paranoid.

But still I love to eat them. Awww. Damn it.

2009-07-10T08:30:00.003+08:00

Yesterday ate at pizza hut. I am so hungry now.
My 50 sketches have not yet done.

2009-07-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

Bf is sweet.

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I'm thinking, just thinking..
Where will I be now if I didn't choose this course?
Will I still be doing sketching?
Will I have my studio and stay back almost everyday which I enjoys?
Will I have such good classmates?
Will I still be with my boy?
Why didn't I studied better?
Why I don't love to read books?
Seriously, truthfully.. come to think of it.. I ~~didn't~~ never read a storybook more than 100 pages. I'm so not interested.
So many whys..
Why didn't I do this? Why didn't I do that?
I blame no one.
Serve me right.

2009-07-06T22:03:00.001+08:00

Sometimes webcams are much better than digital cameras.

OMG! So much stuff to do. I have no idea which to start first.

2009-07-04T03:01:00.002+08:00

I finally had my BBQ chicken Supreme and drumlets. Yum yum.
So satisfied.
He don't want take photos with me. How sad. ):
Ok. I'm really sad. Well, it's like.. I love to take photos so much; so defintely I would want lots of photos of us. Nevermind.

Then we went out and watch Ice Age3. It's still alright but the characters are so cute.

2009-07-03T13:26:00.012+08:00

*Blogger is not listening to me. So I upload again. ):

On the Wednesday.
Pinic at Botanic Garden is fun. :D
Went with Xiuwen, Ben, Weijie, Meimei, Hengtong, Sophia, Keira.

This is classic.

2009-06-30T21:36:00.002+08:00

Photography is fun.
But it's more fun when everyone is having fun.
First day of school alright.
Today was tired.
Tomorrow will be fun!
I'm so tired that I can hardly move.

Yes, tomorrow will be fun!
Sandwich+Pasta+Chicken+Fries+Bottled of drink+Jellies+Hotdog= ?

2009-06-28T00:27:00.003+08:00

I'm bored.
I need to rant.
I want to rant.

2009-06-25T21:55:00.002+08:00

Shopping on Wednesday.
Home on Thurday.

2009-06-22T22:40:00.001+08:00

Seriously my life is not happening at all.
Spending my weekend at my boy's place painting his walls.
Today went back to school.
Tomorrow too.
This is so not cool can.

2009-06-19T22:52:00.010+08:00

The trip is not very fun. It was pretty boring. I only enjoy the time when I'm eating and spending the money which is not mine.
I thought there would be a few bags joining to my collection but I'm afraid not. I want to go shopping before school reopens.
I realise that I got some unfinished stuffs.
My history seminal, the coffee thing and lily's work.
And I only have one week left.

I did not have enough of sleep.
):

2009-06-17T00:20:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to my boy.
I'm going malaysia later.
And I'm not excited at all.
I have no idea what to blog.

Good night.

2009-06-13T15:00:00.004+08:00

I'm feelin alittle weird now.

2009-06-11T17:13:00.003+08:00

Tuesday night went to airport. Yes, he's back.
Yesterday went national museum with Erik, Ben, Kiera, Raffi and HT. It's quite a nice trip. Erik treat us fish and co. SO nice right. :x

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And my boy got me alot of stuffs from his trip. I didn't expect that. And he got me a short. At first I keep telling him I couldn't wear because I feel that I am so damn fat can. But after I tried, I can. Wth.

Yellow with pink polka dots is so hot can.

And his sis got me this when she flew to Japan. How nice.

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Boy is like measuring his room. =.=
He wanna repaint his room. Yawn.

Ok. I am so hungry now.
):

2009-06-09T17:28:00.002+08:00

I am one happy girl.
Boy is coming back.
:DDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-06-08T02:25:00.002+08:00

Baby is so cute can! He tried to walk. He's damn adorable. And I tried lure him with icecream. He keep open his mouth and wanted to eat. So cute. Then I keep ask him eat his toy doggie. And he keep smiling. So adorabe can. Like omfg. :DDDDDD

2009-06-05T15:48:00.005+08:00

I can't believe that everything is going so well. Like seriously.
I'm gonna sleep.

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Edited
I think I shall finish blogging first.
My stomach feel so bloated.
I don't know when my boy is coming back. He never make his words clear. Argh.
Anyway back to my critique.
OMG! I can't believe that everything is going so well. It's better than what I expected. I keep having the unsure feeling, perhaps lack of confident.
This critique is fun. Maybe is because, there isn't any presentation. It feel so informal. I feel the fun in this critique. This makes me so happy.
This project I feel that everyone is doing great, totally.
Awesome! Awesome! Awesome!

I simply love the expression from the criti-ers after tasting our food. It's classic!
Gosh, I enjoy this crit.

Yay, holiday is here.
But I still have unfinish report and packaging to hand in on Monday. Dumb.

2009-06-04T19:42:00.002+08:00

Tuesday went to Ling's place to do Studio.
Wednesday went to Ling's place to do Studio.
Thursday went to Ling's place to do Studio.
Later going to Ling's place to do Studio and stay overnight.
Tomorrow is the big day.
I'm so hungry now.
And tired.

I love Tom yum nowadays. Ok. I miss Thai Express.

I miss baby. He's gonna come back soon! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-06-01T23:33:00.003+08:00

Hey ya, stupid acrylic cut my hand. ):
Hopefully all my stuffs could be done tomorrow except report.
Hopefully the food can work.
Hopefully we can find the material.
Hopefully we can print the sticker.
Hopefully we can finish cutting my packaging.
Hopefully we can finish up by tomorrow.

Just now went over to see the NUS exhibition.
Went over with Ben, Kiera, Siewteng, Eetian, Cheryl and Erik.
MJ join us later.
Nothing much to mention. The only thing is that I almost spill the bowl of noodle all over. This is so embarassing. Don't ask why.

This is Cheryl :D

This is Ben :D

And Kiera :D

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Got to do the stupid powerpoint. Copy and pasting photos.
Yucks

2009-06-01T00:14:00.002+08:00

Hello, I shall update for last Friday.
Friday is boring. It's boring everyday. ):
I only left the stupid report to complete. I'm halfway through. Weeee oh wee.
Got to think of packaging but why isn't my brain working?
Got to think of presentation but why I'm not worried at all?
Shit.

Friday is cool.
Didn't I say yellow is hot?

HongKong cafe is nice. I like, totally.

Pasir ris pet farm was a total disappointment. It sucks.
The way to the farm is hell damn far and the place suck. I swear. I feel the fish farm seems way more fun.

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Ok! I wasted my Saturday and Sunday.
I did half of my report and nothing else.
I sleep and eat, eat and sleep.
I watch TV for 12 hours each day. Seriously.
My mind went blanked.
My brain is dying. I can't think of anything.
This is bad. Real bad.

2009-05-31T02:36:00.002+08:00

Oh this is bad.
I had been lying in bed for the whole day watching TV shows.
Eating those sinful junks. I feel so guilty now.
I shall blog tomorrow, I mean later.

I miss baby alot alot.
Cant wait to see him like OMFG!

Holidays gonna be great.
Shopping anyone?

2009-05-27T22:31:00.000+08:00

So many things to do
yet so little time

2009-05-24T22:47:00.003+08:00

Hello people!

I did nothing this weekend. OMGOMGOMG can!
I seriously don't have the mood to do my work. OMFG!
And I went shopping! Wee oh wee. I just want to get something.
I went out with my awesome sister!

We love exploring Watsons. They have some cool stuffs. LOL?
I always spend money on useless stuffs.
Me: OMG! Look at the packaging! Look so cute right!
Me: The panty liner's packaging so cute!
Sis: Buy lo!
Me: Look at the oil blotter packaging! The flowery pattern so nice right!
Sis: Buy lo! It's your money anyway.

And and and, this heel is so hot like omfg!

But I doubt I will wear them. LOL.

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Oh well, get start working.
But I don't like to.
I'm in deep shit.

Rhino camp gonna be so boring..
Maybe

2009-05-23T08:58:00.001+08:00

It was only six in the evening when I say I want to take a nap.
But it turned eight in the morning when I wake.

2009-05-20T21:04:00.002+08:00

I wasted for the whole damn day.
I can't imagine that I'm so desperate for ideas.

On the Tuesday afternoon, Weijie and I went over to Malay Village to check it out. Please don't think I am so damn free. This is one of the project. It was pretty interesting and I actually brought him to the wrong place. How dumb could I be? It's gonna be damn hilarious if you know the whole story.

2009-05-18T10:39:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to peace centre to print stuff.
And ate alot.
And shopping of course.
I already get the photos from Ben. :D

2009-05-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

Shopping is the best medicine ever!

2009-05-16T20:49:00.002+08:00

I woke up.
I wash my face.
I brush my teeth.
I switched on the aircon.
I laid on the bed.
I on the television.
I on my lappy.
I cooked cup noodle.
I on music.
I am holding the CRS paper.
I put it aside.
I stare at the celling.
I miss my boy.
I looked at the CRS paper.
I rolled my eyes.
I took my make up box.
I stared at myself in the mirrow.
I put on eye shadow.
I put on mascara.
I draw the eye liner.
I put on lipstick.
I put on founation to cover eye bags.
I put on blusher.
My mum came in.
"Where are you going?"
"Nowhere"
I played with webcam.
I removed make up.
I laid on the bed.
I wait for the time to pass
I looked at the CRS paper again.
I turned away.
My sis came in with KFC in her hand.
I cope her cheese fries.
I watched "Da chang jin".
My head starts to hurt.
I started doing my CRS.
I ate my dinner.
I love the yam.
I laid on bed.
I bathe.
I edit pictures.
I blog.

I just feel like doing nothing.
OK. I have been doing nothing today.
I still got a lot more stuff to do. This is bad.
Monday still have siew wah's lesson. Tell me how am I gonna debate.
I'm afraid I will screw up everything.

2009-05-15T13:53:00.002+08:00

Rhino is such a bitch.
As well as the presentation.
It's all my fault. What's wrong with me?
Screw you.

OK.
I have the urge to cry again. Whatever.
I feel like screamming.
I thought I am fine. But how would I know I will get so emotion again.

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Fuck You By Lily Allen

Look inside
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired,
so sick and tired of all the
hatred you harbor

So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who
can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you (Fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get
Do you get a little kick out of
being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval your after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you
Do you really enjoy living a
life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where
your soul should be
Your losing control of it and
it's really distasteful

[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/Ewx2 ]
Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Look inside
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired,
so sick and tired of all the
hatred you harbor

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch

You say
you think we need to go to war
Well you're already in one
Cuz it's people like you
that need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

2009-05-09T20:23:00.001+08:00

Lily Allen is so hot can.

2009-05-07T18:20:00.001+08:00

I miss my baby.
I want Subway tomorrow.
I totally have no idea for any concept.

2009-05-06T01:06:00.003+08:00

I just want my photo to be on the top thus I post my photo here. I love seeing myself.

I think I'm cold blooded. I keep taking my temperature and it's only 35+ degree celsius. The lowest I had is 35.5 degree celsius. What's wrong. I'm feeling so cold.

At least my studio project already got direction. Phew.
But I can't think of anything for my minor project. I didn't even think about it. Shit.
Subway tomorrow again! I think 3 out of 5 days; had eaten Subway. Not in school but some other places. I want Subway now. Why must the damn cookies taste so nice?
I hate Rhino, it keep crashing. Stupid program. Stupid lappy.

And I love my landyard. Yellow landyard written Singapore Polytechnic. So so pretty right. It's the hottest awesome yellow can! It's not other green, purple, black or some other people need to get themselves. It's yellow! :D

Anyway anyway anyway, my stupid handphone time change the time setting by itself. Today I woke up and saw my eldest sis preparing to go out already. I was wondering how come she so early wake up? For what man. Usually I will wake up earlier than her. But I don't really care. So after I preparing to get out of the house, I saw the clock in my living room which stated 9.00am. *The thing is that, that clock in the living room is faster by 20minutes*
Now everything make sense already. I run to my room and saw the time on the alarm clock. It's already 8.40am. Dant. Oh well.

2009-05-02T01:48:00.003+08:00

Seriously I can't stop myself from spending money. When would I learn to stop spending money?
I love those super adorable boxer like pink with white polka dots. It's so cute can! And those with satin materials. My favourite.
I will went gaga when I see those pretty lingeries.

I went out with Soph today. I met her at Holland v and I was suppose to teach her rhino but the lappys keep crashing. What's wrong with rhino?
Then we packed and do other stuffs like taking photos? Yes, another assignment.
I ate my Subway and we headed to Orchard.
We are suppose to take photos but instead we went shopping. That's the biggest mistake but we did took finish the photos. Oh well, can't help with the temptation.

Pink with white polka dots is hot.

2009-05-01T01:43:00.005+08:00

Hello, today was boring. Stupid rhino keep hanging.
During material&process, we went to this produce noodle machine place located at W10. It was just behind convention centre in SP.
I shall just post up the photos.

My nails is the still the hottest. :x

What's wrong with Yusri?

What's wrong with Isa too?

And there were this two basketball machine which arcade have.

Ling and Ben vs each other. It was so retarded and level 2 is the highest level they mangage to go through.

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My new aircon had been built in. Yayness. This aircon is soo soooo cooling. I hate hot weather.
And my room is so dusty when I get back. I had to wipe and mop my floor for like 4-5 times? I want to get a new table and a wardrobe. I've been ranting for quite awhile.

And this is my new living room.

Cool huh. Looks like "ba sa ma lan".
=.=
Those whole lots of stuffs belongs to my mum and sis.
My house is a rubbish dump, yucks.

2009-04-29T01:32:00.003+08:00

This is so not gonna be good post.
Please leave this post alone and don't comment anything about it. Shit.

Seriously I don't feel so well. Mentally not physically.
This suck big time.
I don't know why I suddenly get so moody.
Is it because my stomach was so bloated all along?
Or is that stupid studio project?
I can cry now, and smile at you later. Wtf.
I didn't mean that I'm crying now.

Wth wth wth.
I feel so damn fat.
My stomach is so bloated and I didn't eat much.
I can sqeeze my fats and show you.
How I wish I can cut them out and maybe use it to fry chicken wings.

Damn it.
I'm so troubled.
I have no mood to do anything. Damn you YEWJINGYUAN.
I'm totally fine, yes I am.
Wth.

I miss my boy.
This is so random.

Wth wth wth, I hate this.
I've been thinking about things.
What is things? What is the things?
I have no idea at all. Go away stupid fats.
I am such a bimbo.
Wtf.

I hate this feeling.
I'm getting paranoid.

2009-04-27T23:42:00.003+08:00

Okay, here's a quick update. I've been dragging for days. I keep telling myself I'm gonna blog tomorrow but everytime there is something crops up.
Wednesday I stayed at home for the whole day so I find there's nothing to blog about.
Thursday I got to think of direction thus it was rather busy.
Friday I told myself to update about the tapioca thing but in the end too tired to.
Saturday basically I did nothing and I told myself to update my blog but in the end it's already midnight and I'm so tired to.
Sunday I went to visit baby and I told myself to upload his photos in my blog but I'm too lazy to. Just a little reminder, it's not my bf. He's in Dalian, mind you.
And now, I can't think of the direction! Screw you freaking direction, why can't you just pop out just like that.
And and and that stupid rhino which is making me feel like a dumb ass. What dumb program are you!
Don't mind me, after I know how to use it, I will be flattering it how good it is.

Seriously I feel like a piece of shit now.
Ya ya, some fat shit.

2009-04-21T22:07:00.003+08:00

Hello hello!

Look at all the foods over here!

Aren't you jealous? Our class get to eat them all!
I love this.

I could even name all the flavours. I tasted all of them and it actually make me want to puke after eating and tasting most of them. I think I will have diabetes soon if I eat them every single day.

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I don't have lesson on every Wednesday! *Hops around*

And Bf managed to online.
Yay, we chatted just now. *Can't stop jumping up and down*

:D

I hate my lousy air con. It's super shitty.

2009-04-20T22:20:00.003+08:00

First day is good I think. I love my shiny grey nails.
I'm still in holiday mood. That's bad, real bad.
I didn't touch Rhino today, got to learn the basic somehow.
Tomorrow might be fun, pastries! Yummy.

2009-04-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

OMG! School is starting in 10 hours time! YEWJINGYUAN if you dont sleep now, you gonna be damn hell tired and sleepy the next morning.
OMG, I so excited to see my classmates! I'm so sian that lesson start at 8am and end at don't know what time.

Did some shopping with Weijie today. I always get so happy when I shop. :D
I want more heels yet I don't wear them.
I want more bags yet I don't use them frequently.
I want more clothes!

2009-04-19T02:52:00.002+08:00

I miss you already.
I'm so worried, get well soon okay.
):

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Will update about Khek's birthday after Xiu send me the photos. :D

2009-04-16T01:00:00.003+08:00

Today is awesome.

Collage done by Xiu.

We took so soooo sooooooo much photos like around 600++
And I only select 30 of them to upload.
OMG! Can you believe we took that much of photos?!
Tons of ugly photos like OMFG at Jer's place.

:D

And and and, photo of the day.

2009-04-15T00:40:00.002+08:00

I broke my freaking finger nail on my right thumb.
It bleeds and it hurts. Unlike other nails I have break before, this thumb hurt seriously. And it turn blue black somemore.

2009-04-14T02:04:00.002+08:00

Hello

I went out today.
I am so bloated. I feel I can vomit out my intestine.
I can feel all the fats increasing.
Why can't I dig out my stomach or intestine and empty it?

2009-04-11T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hello people. This is the 654321987987654678 times i cut my hair myself.

Before

And after

Don't you like it? It's soooooo retarded that I like it. :D
My butt's muscle is freaking painful. I have no idea why or how I tear the muscle.
My youngest sis keep smacking my butt. Dang.

I'm so stupid to put my milk tea in the freezer to cool it. And I forgot to take it out. Now I have the hardest ice milk tea.

OMG! I'm craving for sushi and perhaps ice cream.

I'm so happy today and I have no idea why seriously.
Maybe it's because I cut my own hair that's why.

OMG! A week more to school reopen. I'm sooooooooooooo excited yet damnnnnnnnnnnnnn hell sian. I'm so excited for the packed schedule, new projects, the tired-ness, etc. Yet I'm so sian because of bf flying to dalian, no more resting, no more shopping, etc. Actually I don't know why so sian.
Haiya, who want school to start anyway?
SOOOOOO excited! SOOOOOOO sian!
I also don't know what I want. Dang.

2009-04-09T17:35:00.002+08:00

Life is pretty boring. I sleep pretty early yesterday.

I feel like cutting my fringe. Perhaps bangs?

2009-04-08T06:59:00.002+08:00

I can be so pissed right now. Nono, I am so pissed. And it's 6.59am right now.
What's the bad thing when you shared and unlock the room? Everyone can come in anytime they wanted. Ya ya ya, my sister just come in switch on the light. My eyes is hurting and I woke up after that. I know this computer screen over here will make my eyes freaking hurt right now but I'm so pissed to sleep right now.

This is not the only thing that I'm unhappy with. You can switch on the light and I can get back to sleep at some other days but not today! And you know why?! Because I have be flipping in my bed for sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long before I can get to sleep before that. I am so pissed that I can cry.

I already swtich off my com at 1am and prepared to sleep, and usually I don't sleep that early. I closed my eyes and starts thinking of everything... and it's already damn 2.20am. I closed my eyes again and I can feel I am still awake for quite some time then I get to bed. Then this bloody person came switch on the light and ta-da.. I woke up, and it was at 6.28am. And oh ya, my room is freaking stuffy because I think my mum already off the aircon. I went to on the aircon and lie on my bed again for another 20 minutes or so. I felt so pissed because of the thing and the minimium of sleep I got. So how many hours of sleep do I have only? 3.5 hours? Damn it. I find it useless to flip in bed since I need to wake up at 7.50am later. And I have no idea why my tears keep wetting my eyes during that 20 minutes.

So what is the thing that I'm so angry about before I went to bed? I always talk to her nicely and she always talk to me so loudly. I just wanted to use her sewing machine because I just wanted to tried out since I have nothing to do at home everyday. And I didn't make the machine spoil or I didn't spoil and parts of it, you need not talk to me so loudly right. It's just that I forgot to swtich off the switch. Are you getting mood swing or what? And I asked you where are my clothes that I can't find in my wardrobe. Seriously I just talk to her nicely and she shouted and asked me to wash my clothes next time myself. WTF. I find this reasonable and yes, I will wash them myself soon. But yet, I'm still angry can!
This is not the only thing that you are talking so loudly to me about.
Last sunday I receive this POSB letter but it was mailed to my previous address. The previous neighbour took the mail and passed it to us. You freaking shouted at me and asked me to change the damn address. I was stunned and I don't know why you shouted at me for when I don't even know that the address isn't changed yet. WTF. I thought you wasn't in a great mood so I didn't "provoke" you any further.

I thought I will be so fine after I wakes up. But NO. How can 3.5 hrs of sleep only does any help? Argh.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2009-04-06T01:33:00.002+08:00

My baby.

Just kidding.

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Anyway I'm getting pretty excited for school.
Screwed this sp for the late time table.
Oh well, at least this coming sem I have no lesson on Wednesday.
Aren't you jealous?

2009-04-05T19:26:00.000+08:00

I think I need to cut my fringe.
I wanna go out.

2009-04-01T23:19:00.002+08:00

Happy April's fool day!
Weijie's pigs are so adorable.
Bye baby. Baby went to live with Weijie.

2009-04-01T01:30:00.002+08:00

My love.

I meet him for dinner. He send me home.
And I accompany him to the bus stop.
My dad came down from the bus and saw him.
Oh dear,luckily he didn't say anything much. I bet he still don't know yet.

2009-03-30T03:23:00.002+08:00

Holy shit. I accidently deleted some photos which I was suppose to send to my lappy instead. I sneezed and pressed delete. The moment I open my eyes, they are deleted. Oh god.

Nevermind.
I feel hungry now.

Anyway I went to his place again. I help him get his ping pong balls and went Sembawang look for him. And we went Cityhall to look for his mouse.
And his stupid mouse haven't come out in SG yet.
I love Subway. I wanna eat it again.

This is so weird. I have this mixed feeling.
I find it so weird yet I am so happy.
Everything seems so wonderful which makes it feel unreal.

Oh shucks. What am I gonna do tomorrow. It's so freaking bored.

2009-03-28T10:06:00.002+08:00

No pictures at all for these few days.
I'm not gonna go for camp. Don't ask why. Many reasons.

Anyway I went out with him yesterday and we had steamboat.

Later going to the graveyard I think.

2009-03-24T22:39:00.003+08:00

Hey. Hi.

I'm a nonsense.
I talks rubbish.

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I went out with Weijie today.

Tomorrow I'm going to 1-day GL camp. Haiya.

Edited. 25march2009, 1.49am

Up and down.
I'm not feeling very well. Mentally I mean.
Perhaps mood swing. I have no idea why.
No one make me angry. No one make me sad.
I was too bored and click to view my older posts.
I have a weird feeling that I can't describe whenever I view the older post.
How much I have grown? Everything seems to happen only yesterday.
Those vacations, those outings, the fun shared between my 4e2, the surprises with my puffs, the awesome poly life and the unhappiness that I had.
I miss them except for the unhappy part.

I'm abit lost.
Perhaps my mind is empty right now.
I'm not sure what am I thinking about.
Tomorrow I will be fine. It always happen.

2009-03-23T19:14:00.002+08:00

My new love.

Yesterday went to his house that why I'm so nervous.
Yay, Thai express again.
And his new caught stitch.
We watched the Paul Blart: Mall Cop.

2009-03-21T20:28:00.002+08:00

What?! Saturday gonna end already. It's making me so nervous. Shit.
However there is something still lingering.
How should I open my mouth and ask, or to say or to tell.

2009-03-19T23:53:00.002+08:00

I'm so pissed with this particular unknown guy who kept calling my handphone since last week. Please go to hell.

2009-03-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

I did went for Thai Express at Tuesday. :D
With Kiera, Weijie and Xiuwen who is not eating.
Meet up with the usual group plus slightly more.

We went parkmall and check out Xtra. The funitures are so pretty. And so are the antique clocks. I bought Kinder Joy+ surprise.
We walked to Haji Lane. Kiera, don't think and buy that heel! :X
I bought that Charles and Keith bag. I want that Muji shoes but it cost freaking $80. Oh dant.
Did more shopping and meet Ivan later.
Went to watch that show that I don't like - Dragonball Evolution.
Reached home about 12 already.

I want to watch Confession of a Shopaholic!

So pissed of with the photobucket. Dant. I load my photos at the photobucket for almost a hour plus and realise I used the wrong account. That account is already till its maximum thus I can't upload anymore. Now I need to reload the photos. Oh dant.

Seriously so pissed with the photobucket.

2009-03-17T01:53:00.001+08:00

Later gonna have Thai express. Yay!

2009-03-14T02:03:00.003+08:00

Oh my god! I'm craving for Thai express now. The food is so good! I want the Tom yum crayfish, the hor fun and I don't mind the ~~curry~~ laska too.
Awwwwwww.

Thursday went back school for discussion. And went over to queenway with Weijie. Bought some stuffs and put it with WJ. I'm too lazy to bring back because I'm meeting him after that. Shit, should I get that blazer anot. Oh dear.

Friday went to Marina square with Kiera, Ben and Xiuwen. We did a little bit of shopping. I wanna get that bag. Oh shit. I'm so broke.
Then we went to see that SP Grad exhibition done by the Year 3 graduating batch. The funniest part is that we keep critising their works is so "cui".
DXPD of course haven't got the graduating batch but oh well at least we have a poster written coming soon. HAHAHA. I forgot to take a picture of it. Stupid ben don't want send me because he know I would be showing off right now.
):
Tomorrow I might be passing by again. Then I will take a picture of it. :s
Muhahaha.
Then we went Thai express to eat. As well as to find Serene. Oh my god! I love the food la. Super nice okay.

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Shit, I really need more money. ):
I ~~need~~ wants to buy alot of clothes and bags.. and not forgetting more foods.

Yay, I'm going IT fair later. Shit, can we eat Thai express again?

2009-03-11T01:06:00.002+08:00

Hey, went over to Fairfield again. The same old thing again.
Town-ed with Kiera, Ben, Weijie and Hengtong.
Ate at Crystal Jade, again.
Having fun with that gel that removes dead skin.
I wanna get that gel.
I bought shampoo and throw into WJ's bag.
Having fun with the spray and the washable hair dye.
Making my hair in G2000 and the staffs were looking at us.
Making my hair outside G2000 using the black reflection as a mirror.
Very bad hair day because of the spray and slivery dye.
Stupid struggle with the to-buy-or-not-to-buy.
Got that stupid red hat hair clip.
Walk to and fro in Orchard.
Meet Isa and friends.
Meet Edwin at starbucks.
Chill and discuss and left.
Back to taka and ate finger foods at the fountain.
Left and came back home.

Sneak peek at the baby. ;D

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Anyway, I guess this coming weeks will be busy.
Looking forward for the IT show.
Looking forward to the design week which is happening next week.
Pre and FO CSCC camp next next week.
Pre SD camp next next next week.
FO SD camp next next next next week.
School should be reopening in next next next next next week.

Shit. I hate night walks.
And especially anywhere in the night.

I guess I need better time management.
I haven't done enough shopping.
Why can't money drop from sky and sponsor my shopping sprees?
Damnit.

2009-03-10T00:17:00.003+08:00

Hello! Sunday went to see baby! He have grown so much bigger! Pictures will be posted tomorrow or so. So lazy to get from my Sony camera.

But today is awesome. Went to school in the morning to reformat my lappy. It was done in 2 hours time. The sky is super gloomy. I was supposed to meet Jerena and Xiuwei for lunch but they called up and said, "Jerena fall down and went to see doctor." And Alicia called and said, "Hey ya, what's your block? I might visit you in the evening or so."

LOL. Obviously something is wrong right.
Firstly I was thinking, I know Jerena is too clumsy that she always fall but not to the extend of seeing a doctor.
Secondly, why would Alicia called and ask for my block? What a sudden house visit.

So I went back home and indeed. I saw them under my block trying to use rain to fill the pails. The first thing come to my mind is, Oh shit.
I expect them to come over but not carrying any pails. I just walked over and saw balloons that they haven't or even can't be filled. The next thing I know is that XW and J come over and take my phone and bag off. The next reaction is obviously to: run!

So I just ran and they start chasing carrying that pail filled with water. Obviously they would be more tirig than me. I can't run to any further since I don't have my keys with me and it's raining heavily. So I just went back since I have no other choice.
J misses so many times. Lousy. :x
They even uses flour later. At least I'm not as bad as the previous time during J's birthday.
Since it was still raining, the flour on got off quite easily. Later they just came my house to clean themselves. I cooked maggiee mee for them. Wahahaha.
They got me slices of cake. They took some videos which were super funny. If I upload it, I shall put up alright.
And lastly, thanks for the everything. I appreciated it very much. Thank you for your card, the pink very huggable cushion, the pails with greeting and signature, the water and flour, the time that you guys spent and lastly those colourful condoms. LOL. Many thanks.

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Anyway, happy birthday to the hottest bitch!
CHERYL KOH QIN YU.

I missing you already! Meet up soon alright. :D

2009-03-07T18:43:00.003+08:00

This entire week went to school for that AEM thingy. It was pretty interesting. Even though my group left only 3 memembers but they are such good children. Maybe me, Weijie and Yat are good mentors that's why. :x
Scroll down and see the photos we took in the studio! It look like family photos. HAHA.

Pretty awesome to know those guys. Well, at least I learnt how to sew using sewing machine. It's so cool! Me and Weijie sew this yellow/golden pillow(scroll down and see). Yes, it is done by us! We are so happy about it okay. First attempt was pretty well done! :D

That's not all. I just post up some interesting ones. Well, just move your mouse HERE to go to Weijie's blog. He have some photos posted too!

And we played pet society for that past few days in school.
:x
Thank Halim for those items. :X

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I feel so down. Everything is like an illusion.